Once Upon A Time.... I Knew Who The Hell I Was......

I'm into this guy named Jimmy... We've been best friends for 7 years and I've been so into him since we met... I remember when I met him I was 10 years old... He was sitting at my kitchen table... I had just woke up and was walking down my hallway that leads into the kitchen... I saw him there and fell on my ass, in shock that someone could be THAT GOOD LOOKING! And I was only 10 years old, mind you! We've been pretty much inseperable ever since... I guess I just kinda fell in love along the way... I didn't realize how I felt until I was talking to his mom one day and it just kinda hit me... I'm in love with Jimmy... I mean, I was always attracted to him and I always wanted something more than a friendship... But love... That's way outta my element... Anywhoo... His mom told me Jimmy came to her about 5 years ago and told her he was so into me it wasn't even funny and the reason she wanted to talk to me that day was to tell me she had asked him if he still felt that way... His answer was "She amazes me with her beauty and I couldn't love anyone more"... You might ask what the problem is in this story... He had a girlfriend named Valerie at that time... Once Jimmy and I told EACHOTHER how we felt he told me he would leave her for me... Never happened... Oh he left Valerie... Just not for me... For her cousin, Stephanie! He's been with her ever since! He even moved 5 hours away just so they could be together! That bitch took him from me! He still comes back to visit me and his family and when he does he always tells me "You know I love you, It's just not a good time for us to be together right now... But don't worry, you're the girl I wanna marry... It's just gonna take some time... So just try to be patient." I have been waiting forever and he's still with Stephanie... He even got her "pregnant" then she conveniently had a miscarraige... I think she was lying cause she's the type... I don't know what to do though... Move on... Or wait... I know he would be worth the wait but waiting is driving me INSANE! And I just don't know what to do...