Once Upon A Time.... I Knew Who The Hell I Was......

Broke Your Heart

You stole my heart and my most intimate thoughts

Nothing could take away the pain that you brought

I can't close my eyes to try to sleep

Is this what you're thinking of me?

"Broke your heart today to see what's on the inside

Shed a tear to see if I could cry

Drew you with my courtship dimple

Broke your heart while I laughed like a criminal"

Another knife to open these wounds

That never would have been there if it weren't for you

Don't try to blame this all on me

I know when you see me this is what you think

"Broke your heart today to see what's on the inside

Shed a tear to see if  I could cry

Drew you with my courtship dimple

Broke your heart while I laughed like a criminal"

Another slice across the wrist

Blood dripping from the perfect slit

You had me fooled about who you were

Which comes as a surprise cause I thought I was sure

"Broke your heart today to see what's on the inside

Shed a tear to see if I could cry

Drew you with my courtship dimple

Broke your heart while I laughed like a criminal"

Underneath The Moon

They said it wouldnt last, they said that it was doomed

That we spent way to much time underneath the moon

But we knew better, to eachother we'd never lie

You were 19, I was 16 but we'd be together till we died

You told me that you loved me, your miracle that was me

And if we weren't together, well, you just couldn't be

You told me that you would leave her, and with me you'd run away

I just had to be patient, I just had to wait

And when I was of legal age you would make me your wife

And happily ever after, we'd start our new life

Well happily ever after, never, ever came

You ran off with some nasty whore, you caused me so much pain

Everything's so messed up, I can't see through all the tears

And even though you broke my heart, I just need you here

And I can tell you this, she doesn't love you like I do

And yeah I'll still be waiting for you underneath the moon

Advice From A Friend (Things I'll Never Do)

Forget his face, forget his smile

Forget his eyes that drove you wild

Forget how you felt when he walked by

Forget how he made you cry

Forget his warmth, forget his name

Just know he doesn't feel the same

Forget his words, they were all a lie

Forget how you dreamt of him every night

Forget the laughs you used to have

Think of how he made you sad

Forget all the ways he made you feel

For him none of it was real

Forget all the love you once shared

Forget how you believed he cared

Know that none of that was true

The love he felt wasn't for you

Forget every time he never called

Pretend he was never in your life at all

Forget waiting by the phone

Think of all the times he left you alone

Forget how he chose her over you

Foget what about him you thought you knew

Forget how he ripped all of you apart

Forget how he went and broke your heart

Forget all the good times you two had

Forget how he could never make you mad

Forget how you thought you couldn't get enough

And NEVER remember all of his love

I'm into this guy named Jimmy... We've been best friends for 7 years and I've been so into him since we met... I remember when I met him I was 10 years old... He was sitting at my kitchen table... I had just woke up and was walking down my hallway that leads into the kitchen... I saw him there and fell on my ass, in shock that someone could be THAT GOOD LOOKING! And I was only 10 years old, mind you! We've been pretty much inseperable ever since... I guess I just kinda fell in love along the way... I didn't realize how I felt until I was talking to his mom one day and it just kinda hit me... I'm in love with Jimmy... I mean, I was always attracted to him and I always wanted something more than a friendship... But love... That's way outta my element... Anywhoo... His mom told me Jimmy came to her about 5 years ago and told her he was so into me it wasn't even funny and the reason she wanted to talk to me that day was to tell me she had asked him if he still felt that way... His answer was "She amazes me with her beauty and I couldn't love anyone more"... You might ask what the problem is in this story... He had a girlfriend named Valerie at that time... Once Jimmy and I told EACHOTHER how we felt he told me he would leave her for me... Never happened... Oh he left Valerie... Just not for me... For her cousin, Stephanie! He's been with her ever since! He even moved 5 hours away just so they could be together! That bitch took him from me! He still comes back to visit me and his family and when he does he always tells me "You know I love you, It's just not a good time for us to be together right now... But don't worry, you're the girl I wanna marry... It's just gonna take some time... So just try to be patient." I have been waiting forever and he's still with Stephanie... He even got her "pregnant" then she conveniently had a miscarraige... I think she was lying cause she's the type... I don't know what to do though... Move on... Or wait... I know he would be worth the wait but waiting is driving me INSANE! And I just don't know what to do...